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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

POM AND STATS ICA ONE IS OVERRR!!
left microecons and accounts.
i got a feeling i did badly for both today ):
well, ohmannss. accounts!
but i think i did my best, there was a guy beside me during pom ica, he didnt know
yet he kept fidgeting! just write some words la!
haiyo!
then i realise mel was having her marketing ICA just after mine!
dont know where is she la! so i went off. then called her.
then went to eat rice bowl to celebrate the ending of 2 icaONE!
i must realise this is just ica ONE! cause if this is this stress, what about test?
oh my oh my!

anyway, my kuku heucampus didnt log in during stats test,
did on hard copy. have to wait 2 weeks ):
then went off to buy bread, wanted to eat egg, but scared not enough time.
then went for pom test, i crap like siao!
while waiting for teacher to put papers, we stand outside, i was super hyper,
trying to memorise all the terms.
quite fun ahh, hahah. sand was all confused!

now im home reading through acounts text.
siann!
ilovegerr!!!
operation BOOM! hahahah! FUN!


9:02 PM


Monday, May 26, 2008

i dont know what to post about.
all i have to say.
ICA is stressful, imagine exams!
:/
im just prepared to die too.
im like not progressing.
so slow at everything. except stats!
i think and hope to do really well for stats!
cause i understand it like... WOW!
happy can!
accounts, im asking gwen. she like so pro.
got shuying and kylie to ask also. hahah!
pro people who took accounts ^^
POM -.- can sleep already!
i need to start studying which im not doing... which is really bad!!!
cause stats and POM is the same day!
i suddenly felt what our mentor said was really really sad.
and i think its really important that we should note about it.
she even cried.
its really hard to share all these.
and then it was break, gwen said to me
' fer you dont suddenly die okay?'
real random. but scary. made me think again.
scaring myself.
it just scares me.
thinking about where im heading )):
then presentation only our group presented.
i bet other groups didnt even prepare.
but she said good attempt to us.
she should comment more, then we can do well in our ICA!
then homed, i managed to catch baifenbai.
okay only. quite funny! hahha. xiaogui!! hahah!
then watched music bank, i fell asleep okay!
so i didnt know who came out at the end and in the middle hehe.
but i suddenly see like choshinsung cute. got one guy! hahah
carmen where are you?!
cool k time is playing all the songs i know!!
hahah! all super junior, dbsk, ftisland.
and some other people's, but i know ((:
BESTIE, she told me BBT is coming on ______!
ahahhaha! im so keeping that day free!
bestie we die also must get there!!! i dont care!!
BangBangTang!!! :D
I MISS SUPER JUNIOR BADLY!
DONGHAE, SUNGMIN WHERE ARE YOU?!
I HOPE THEY HAVE A REALLY NICE DREAM CONCERT!
SS501 STAR GOLDEN BELL SUPER FUNNY!! HAHAH!
im so contradicting, i said i dont know what to post about but end up posting all these.


NOTE TO BESTIE!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, THINK POSITIVELY!
JUST TRY, AT LEAST YOU TRY, BETTER THAN NOT TRYING!
IM ALWAYS HERE, NEED TO DESTRESS CAN FIND ME ((:

&&

hope you do understand the spot i am in.
im told to be hard hearted at times.
i cannot be there and be that person helping, who the hell would help me then?
so i hope you do understand.
its really important!


10:53 PM


Sunday, May 25, 2008

just came back from jog.
super tired )):
someone fainted on the bridge, super scary.
walked and jog from telok blangah to mt faber!
woke up at 6.30am. then wake parents up,
then went to grandma's house,
my cousisns all sleeping, they forgot we are going!!
haha, super difficult to wake them up!
then i started jogging.
jog up the stairs, then my mom ask me to go back down and jog up the slope!
wahhh!!! super angry! my legs were already ache-ing!
my auntie has a great stamina!
but i think its because i carry bag, all water bottle and towel!
super heavy! so my whole back was wet!!!

im going to meet up for project later.
kuku teacher! hate her!
i still have accounts and ICAs starts next week ))):
*cries* never study at all! im not working hard!
i better, but how? i always get distracted!
maybe i need to get off my com.
and start studying!!!


posted at 10.16am


10:11 AM



IF YOU WANT ME TO BE THAT HACK CARE PERSON, I WILL! AND I WILL MAKE SURE I JUST SAY NOTHING WHEN MAKING DECISIONS, AND GO WITH THE FLOW. JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.


korean class so boring, yiwen didnt come, i read to myself.
then went to grandma's house, play play.
ate popiah, cousin played around, we put prawn, nuggets and meat balls and egg into our popiah! hahah! super funny, then she put rice too, became chinese sushi! hhahah!
then come back.. naggs. all the way.
damn irritated by it. making me feel guilty and stuff.
its not i dont want to sleep. i have no chance to!
you think everything so easy, you come help me do then!

going to walk bridge in the morning!!

posted at 12:07am


12:07 AM


Friday, May 23, 2008

im being tagged by shuying and kylie!

Rules of the Taggy Quiz:
A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Here are my answers:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
i guess i will not forgive him.

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be ?
going to university, and then become a TOUR GUIDE!!

#3. What will your dream wedding be like ?
a simple yet memorable one is fine. as long as there arent too many flowers. heheh ^^

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?
YEP! who wouldnt be?

#5. What's your ideal lover like ?
doesnt need to be a perfectionist, but he must not be a smoker! and must be responsible.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
Being loved by someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long...

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
just forget it. but will take time...

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
many! all the studying!

#10. What do you want most in life ?
Being happy! and hmm, success is good too but being stress-less!

#11. Is being tagged fun ?
i dont know? hahah okay only.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time ?
i'll be a tour guide, travelling around the world!!

#13. Who is the current most important person to you ?
Everyone that brought me happiness. My family, and the many friendss!!

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?
Shuying aka Sharlyn: she is abit blur, and small-minded! super funny to laugh at! not to forget, a wonderful friend!! ^^

Kylie aka Kristin: her "make up your mind lahh" phrase is the most ultimate! i must say, super slow at catching things, but really a wonderful friend too!! ^^

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
How poor?? hehe. but i think... haiya. i dont know..

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
A dog! maltese if possible!

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do ?
i have no idea, but i think getting angry? cause i'll just cry for nothing.

#18. What kind of person do u think u are ?
small-minded. but i try to live life happily without much stress! so does that mean i am carefree? hahah!

#19. What do you define as a bad day ?
Unlucky things happening to me or people around me.

#20. If you have to choose between love (as in boy-girl relationships) and friendship, what would it be ?
no matter what i think it'll be Friendships.

My next 8 targets are : Geraldlyn, Carmen, Melanie, Joyce, uh ohhh... die... no one already... hahah! its going to be so weird to tag others. hahah! [at least have some, but do it at your free will! and 4 more people can do it without being tagged! but please tell me if you would like to do this!! ((: THANKS! ]


6:31 PM


Thursday, May 22, 2008

LJS in the morning!!
nice!! next time i'll eat bacon or texas chicken!!
super nice!! anyway i ate fish!
many funny things happened today!

we were late for lecture! so me and shuying ran first!
now i know how bad my stamina is! goshh..
lecture was really dry. but i somehow understood the last part.
then break, sand said her toubles, manners and shut up joke again! hahah super funny!
then was stats! favourite tutorial teacher, he is super patient.
no one in class like listening to him, but he still goes on.
but our whole clique sure listen, cause he's our favourite.
hahah. so biased. well its true!
then we stayed in class to discuss project.

then me and rachel went with sand to photocopy stuff.
half way, me and rachel kinda tricked sand.
we walked away, and sand was like looking at us. hahahah!
then we walked until she stopped looking and walked back.
we started chatting about stuff.
then went koufu to eat.
shared egg with gwen, the jap egg.
wonder how gwen is so skinny, and she eats alot!
full of jealousy! hahah i must go build some muscles! and boost metabolism rate!!
we started discussing where are the places we plan to go!
its a whole long long list!

then we left to go toilet, and shuying couldnt find her microecons lecture book.
rachel said gwen and kylie took it for her already.
then shuying asked them, they took her book ah,
then gwen was like, nope, and hurriedly turned her face!
hahah! she has no potential to play pranks on people ((: hahah!
then shuying didnt see, she wanted to walk back la!
but i sensed and saw it! hahah! then i imitated gwen.
the funniest was when i was trying to act out how gwen's reaction was,
but it turned out that i was about to hit a guy,
and that guy's expression was ultra funny?
hahah thats what sand and shuying said!! and they were laughing badly in the toilet! hahah!!

hahah then we went to play pool, i paired with rachel.
we won two games! i learnt a new skill! spilt ball!
i did it twice, first time failed.
second time succeded! hahah!
kylie was so engrossed with 'the ellen show'
ask her anything, aiya anything la!
hahahahh!!

i saw JB on channel 5!! hahah, american idol!
and BBT! ger video-ed call with me!
manage to watch!
but KNS! they never annouce terry's group last person1!!!
SO SCARYYY LAAA!!!
and only tomorrow night would i be able to watch it!
oh manns!!! ger is scared!!! so am i!
but she scared for ahben, iscared for everyonE!
cause who knows who will get in!
hahah!


11:12 PM


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

that freaky person is still there! shuying and kylie totally knows it!!
i will keep myself away, as much as i can. cause you really freaked me out,
and that freakyness is still there.
i still love my dinosaurs! clear dino, instructions dino, IT dino, maths dino, project dino!
no matter what!

straberries are still being loved too! strawberry 1235! no matter what!
seeing people graduate, made me miss stc..
i cannot live without my family, and friends!
what ger told me made me totally agree!
i cannot live without her either!

i met carmen today.. never talk alot, maybe because i talked to her yesterday already, so its like,
hahah nothing much. chat chat!
carmen! dont get addicted to the sweet!! you are suppose to leave some for ____!
hahah!!

tomorrow is breakfast at ljs ((:
gonna sleep early today, and im going to start working out!
anyone wants to work out with me? jogging? walking mt faber?
nyp clique hates the sun, so i can hardly work out with them.
maybe the only person left is my mommy!!
my dad is the best person, he actually helped me carry my stuff home today! i was super happy!
he lightened my load. and he's helping sand with her com.
maybe he just feels that way, helping others is a good thing, cause you might need their help, so why not.

loving statitics, microecons is on and off, blurring at accounts and pom is long...
please help me anyone ((: will be really grateful!


7:55 PM


Saturday, May 17, 2008

today was hectic yet fun!
i woke up LATE!!! walk like super fast!!!
PAIN!
reached class about 9.10am?
POM is somewhat okay. normal laa..
then went to eat jap egg!!! OISHII!!! nice la!
but sand, rach, swing and kylie went fast food canteen.
then meet up for accounts, accounts is a headache okay?
to me, i suck at accounts! must ask people to help me,
then we were ready to head to town; cathay!!

bought tickets, and i bought NEWS SINGLE!!! i think i waste money, but its okay.
then ate ben&jerry's!!!! we 6 shared a cloud 9!!
we had, chunky monkey, strawberry cheesecake, cookie dough, sweet cream and cookies, vanilla, fish food, chocolate fudge brownie, newyork thingy and one more, i kinda forgot. but it was all nice!!! took alot of photos, cause we were trying to adjust ourself.
heh heh. then we went to watch accuracy of death!
we were in couple seats okay! hahah
anyway, the seats were so comfortable, and the aircon was great!
so i kinda just... zzzz
i think i was the first to be sleeping, but rachel woke me up, then i wasnt tired already (:
then shuying and gwen fell asleep!! then rachel also fell asleep, but she woke up fast.
kylie and sand was awake the whole time.
then before the show was to end, gwen woke up, but shuying still sleeping,
so i told the rest dont wake her up.
i took a photo of her sleeping!!! WAHAHAHHA!!! so funny!!! we were laughing like siao!!!
then took somemore photos, and walked to PS, then walked to heeren.
rachel went hmv to look for the cd she wanted,but dont have.
and i saw jonas brothers cd!!! so tempting!!!

then walked to far east for dinner.
at lucky plaza, some person asked me for some modelling thingy!
siao! like con artiste la!
i was chatting with rachel over some stuff.
than at far east, met brenda and shirlynn. was abit shocked.
kinda felt _____.
dinner was great. thanks for recommendation from gwen and rachel (:
hahah then we went walk walk.
window shop then walk to orchard mrt.
we got stuck at the underpass, walking from board to board.
we spent half an hour writing on the board!!!
all of them!!!
hahah, so fun! took pics 91 altogether!!!
wow!!! hahahah!!
then took train, kylie they all the train came first, but!
they couldnt get in! even kylie tried to squeeze and the door almost closed!!
hahah! but lucky she came out.
then in the end, gwen rach and me left first.
hahha, train ride home was lonely.
super tired already. i uploaded the pics in myPRIVATE!!
go take a look if you want ((:
maybe i'll upload some here tmr! :D
자요!!


12:11 AM


Thursday, May 15, 2008

today was ultimately funny!!
stats tutorial, we werent discussing,
then suddenly sand was trying to do a magic trick.
but i did it better (:
then i taught all of them.
shuying's thumb is small, but her fingers are so long!
kylie's fingers are long and skinny!!
sand's hand is super big!
rachel's too, but she wonders why she is of that height, hahah.
yilin's hands are smaller than mine! is all this because of birthdates?
hahah!!! nonsensical!!
suddenly shuying and sand started playing pepsi cola!
so everyone started (:
i dont know why, but playing pepsi cola with sand is super funny!
made me laugh like siao!!
and me and sand kept challenging down the stairs!
she wants to win badly hahah!
mel even said i mental already, hahah!
rachel was judge, and the last game we played she was so funny!
i was going to win, then she said 123456, then sand let go.
then i manage to clip sand again, rachel then said 78910!!!!
hahahh! so i won ((:
so trained to tiong and to stc with mel (:
hahah, she complains about 3 people!
"cold road, and 2 other people without nicknames"
hahah! i thought cold road was the funniest!
as in the name is funny! the story not funny at all!!
i got 1 thing to say to that 3 people.
GROW UP LAA!!!
hahha, though i also need to, but im not that childish to the extend right?
okay, maybe i am. but i did it in a amusing way?
hahah okay, enough ego.
ive gotten my ego-ness back. die!
year book is ultimately THIN!!!
UPPER SEC DANCE PHOTO IS NOT INSIDE LAH!!!
IM ULTRA ANGRY!!!!!! AISHHH!!!!
but i have graduation photo there, so ugly!
but haiya! STILL!!!
then mel had to take train all the way home alone!!!!
mel dont you miss tiong?!
she shouldnt have moved. but then again,
what if she went out more with her nyp friends, it might benefit her!
unlike me now ): tomorrow going out with nyp clique to watch accuracy of death!!!
say yes!!! YESS!!
but i have to head home alone ): nevermind! i'll make sure i charge my battery full!!
i feel like wearing boots! if got people go to the destination where i can go home, then okay ((:
i collected my thirty free prints ((: nice! but my mom says i should have taken japan pics!!!
))): nevermind! at least i never waste it :D


8:16 PM


Wednesday, May 14, 2008

HEY HEY HEYYY!!!
my ICA IS FINALLY OVERRR!!! :D :D
i didnt do well la, but cliqued said yea i did.
but because of my actuallies... hahah.
thats my favourite word okay! hahah

today, fast i must say? morning was stats tutorial.
teacher super funny, but like no one listening.
im loving stats lehh! cause stats so fun!
rack my brain like siao!
i need to like accounts too! if not, i'll just ignore it ):

web tech, did html thingy's quite boring, and COLD!!
frozen in there, somemore outside was raining!
didnt go for lunch with the class,
not that i dont want okay!!! i had already arranged to meet bestie.

so went to mrt station with sand and rach,
sand was going khatib, so that means taking train to tiong alone.
but! i met JOLINA! hahha, chatted abit with her,
she got into foreign bodies! lucky her!
i miss PAE okay! it was so fun! the people.

met bestie! she says im 10 times more irritating than her. hahah
she says her 10 times irritating me = me, 1 time irritating her.
hahahh! i must say, i learnt it from her (:
bought all purpose bag! its funny calling that.
i ate alot todayy )): die!
better exercise mann! im like a lazy pig!
tomorrow, im meeting mel, we are going to collect our year book from school!

KAT-TUN's DONT YOU EVER STOP IS SUPER NICE!!!!
MUST LISTEN!!!
THE NEXT ONE IM WAITING, HEY SAY JUMP! DREAM COME TRUE!
THATS FOR JAPANESE SONGS (:

KOREAN SONGS HMM, MY NEWEST IS SNSD HAPTIC MOTION, NOT BAD.
AND SS501, SONG FOR YOU REMIX! THATS NICE!

CHINESE SONGS, GUO JING, NOT BAD!
I HEARD JS THE NEW SONG ALSO NICE, BUT I DONT KNOW. HAHAAH, MUST TRY (:

ENGLISH SONGS, I NEED TO BE INTRODUCED TO. HAHAH ((:


11:05 PM


Monday, May 12, 2008

OHHH!! HEY! SAY! 7 going to come out new song!!!
VERY NICE!! MV ALSO VERY NICE!! whahahah!!!
NEWS SUMMER TIME SINGLE IS ULTIMATE!!! :D
MUST LISTEN!!! YAY!!
LOVING NEWS AND HEYSAYJUMP!
WILL NEVER FORGET SUPER JUNIOR! ss501! BBT! ...


9:17 PM



MY WISHES FOR TOMORROW...
1. I HAVE A WONDERFUL ICA ORAL COMM PRESENTATION TOMORROW
2. EVERYONE I LOVE WILL BE HAPPY!
3. I REALLY HOPE YOU WOULD STOP IT!!!
I FEEL LIKE REALLY IGNORING YOU, BUT IM A NICE PERSON THAT I WILL NOT.

i shall start with saturday,
i had my theory exam! shitty!! i actually did my questions wrongly okay!!
i hope i dont fail, i know i'll lose 4 marks for sure )):
then piano class, got new song!! hahah very fun! i must start practicing! wednesday must play!
korean class was okay? hahah i dont know, but my friend yiwen was super funny!
she's 10 years older than me i think! but she's really nice to talk to. hahah.
went to meet mel and carmen at city hall station,
headed to marina square, ate hokaiido icecream!!! dark chocolate! YUMMY!
after, went to take photos at esplanade there. super lame...
then home for SHABU SHABU!! OIISHI!!!

sunday, MOTHER'S DAY <3! mummy i love you!
didnt go anywhere, cause my sis having exam the next day.
im celebrating mother's day a week later. hahha.
so sunday was a normal sunday to me!

today!! ohgoshh!
accounts was super weird. cause no one was really listening.
then break, I SAW MEL WONG AGAIN!! YAY! HAHAH (:
then help the rest with their speech outline..

POM lecture, boring? -_-
but because me and gwen were g*******
hhaha, better dont say, later people say.

everyone was super scared for their oral comm presentation,
tomorrow's my turn!! kylie's video got problem!!
i dont know why, but i felt guilty.
i was helpless at the moment i helped her ): sorry kylie!
but i managed to help shuying with hers, by just clicking.
sand was so funny! in between when her picture came on,
she was like, giving me the super funny impression!!!
its impossible to put words to explain!
i think all of them did great, to me!
my whole class did great la!! hahah!

oh mannn!! i hope god will help me and guide me through tomorrow ((:
well! off to settle my speech! ANN-NYONG!


8:40 PM


Thursday, May 8, 2008

school was ultimately funny today (:
breakfast was asked by sand.
ended up with 3 of us. kylie, shuying and me!
the rest all late. haii

i woke up late, scared the hell out of me!
i messaged gwen, she never reply. so left the house,
called her, haiya still sleeping ask me to go first.
okay, so i went myself. and my psp died on me!
who the hell brings a psp with no batt?!
lucky i have mp4 (:
then met shuying and kylie, waited for the rest till 10 plus!
ate some set meal. hahah. egg is nice, no mushrooms )):
then the rest slowly come.
gwen took cab down again, haiya! must ask her to save some money.

went outside lecture room, take photos again!!
then met mel! hahah return me money (:
next time ask her take photo with me.
hehe^^

then went to north canteen,
no seat, then found but some idoits stupidly take our seats!!! ANGRYYY!!
then lucky nice classmates found seats for us (:
then settled down, then left to cheers, to get stuff,
i treat rachel to chocolate, cause she treat me drinks like twice!
hahah i drank mogu mogu! yummy!
sand told rachel is japan. hahah the way she phrase is super funny!
then played truth and double truth, and we were fighting on saying the triple truth etc..
hahah. then yilin joined us.
then in the end we changed to share and tell!
hahah they ask all the expected questions.
not to me (: cause i have no fun exciting life. im sorry ^^

left for stats lab.
class cheat us la! and i felt cheated from the beginning! my instincts are like super power!
hahah i can actually find things out by observing (: GWEN AGREES!!
its quite good to be able to observe stuff and my ears might be quite sharp at times.
we might have class bbq or chalet!
i prefer bbq~! why? bbq is the best! chalet is bad experience for me! )):
our group for stats is super funny! our teacher is ultimate also!
cher: why you girls never mix with the guys?
gwen: they are not guys.
us: hahahah!
cher: im not a guy or a boy.
us: you are gay?!! hahahah!!
cher: im a MAN.
wth!! hahah, but the way he said it super funny.
then we were laughing at all the super random stuff!!! hahahah!!!
not even focusing on the project!

then trained home, kylie and shuying stopped at bishan,
gwen, cherie and andrew stopped at dohlby gaut,
and i all the way to tiong to meet my beloved bestie!!!
hahah, super funny today!! she kept doing the expression everytime she suppose to reply 'why?'
hahah!!! and i dranked ice blended again.
my back ached again ): hahah

tomorrow is a short day! and im meeting my bestie again!
BUY MOTHER'S DAY PRESSIE!!!
AND I HAVE THEORY ON SATURDAY!!
MY ITALIAN TERMS!!! HELP!!! ))":
I CANNOT FAIL MY THEORY MANN!


11:34 PM


Wednesday, May 7, 2008

ONLY GER TAGGS OKAY!
hahahha. im nice and wont compllain.
today, i still felt weird.
something is kept away from me. i know it.
and im super positive.
oh wells, came home and zzz
im sorry ger! i was so tired that i fell asleep!
i even left my sister outside the house.
i forgot she coming home about 4 plus hehe
met carmen today for dinner.
just casual talk ((:
parents send me back.
i feel super bad laa. always sending me back.
there are many things i would love to post!
but just not here!
i screwed my test and presentation today!!!
but im happy zhengxin didnt mind.
i feel sorry too.
statistics is super nice, cause it racks my brain!
i miss AMATHS!!!
im brain seems to keep deteiorating, i wonder if its spelt like that.
im so happy i have a bestie!!!
i really am! and i really appreciate it!
im happy to have a companion!
just dry talk also not bad.
im so off topic, okay nevermind! :D


9:34 PM


Tuesday, May 6, 2008

ive thought about this, after whatever happened in the past, and today..
even back on the train. after this tired long day.
no matter how tired or busy i am.
i must post this post.

i should not have cared at all.
maybe because im too used to it.
but im sorry. i didnt mean to be angry today,
but if you are my friend, i feel the need to show concern.
maybe because to me everything i do is important.
i love school and hate projects and test.
i love to see my friends, but not the papers.
lectures are fun, but not the work.
tutorials arent that bad, cause there are you guys and my red rubberbands!
alright, i suddenly have the insecurity around me.
i shouldnt think too much, and be too observant.
i just cant help it.
maybe its the stress that caused all this.
i have never been like that i think.
i want to be that happy go lucky person i used to be before.
hope i get better. i dont want to get ticked off that easily.
that isnt what i was. even if i did, i could control all of it inside me,
and forget about it the next 3 mins.
i need to build myself back,
sometimes i feel that i say sorry for too many things.
is that good or bad? i wonder.

i realise, family is my number one.
because my mom kept me in alot.
hardly able to go out.
stay over at friend's house or whatever..
im happy for that.
but being like this might pull me away from my friends.
thats the bad part. and i miss out alot with them.

no matter how much i would like to keep in touch with the rest of you,
i feel the miscommunication we have,
maybe its not miscommunication, but different character.
lets hope our meeting next time wont be awkward,
but a casual greeting.
i feel slow aobout this, but i feel that,
even after realising this late,
it wont affect me much.
bestie and i have been talking.
i wonder how come i have such a wonderful bestie,
our thoughts are sometimes linked.
we even sighed at the same time.
i still talk to companion,
i do hope to continue. or else, i wonder if the only person i'll be most in contact with is bestie.
if im free on thursday, i might meet her to play pool.
but i thought thursday was her day with joyce?
so i dont know and never asked.

i somehow feel that i thinked too much.
but i think whatever i reflected today,
actually put on abit of stress onto me.
i need to vein this anger maybe?
i'll update the day later.
project first.


8:56 PM


Saturday, May 3, 2008

hello Hello HELLLOO!!!
wahahah!!! im super stressed!!!
i shall do a quick blogging.

went for piano and korean class,
i almost slept in korean class!! super duper tireD!!
then came home trying to concentrate on doing my reports, but cant.
still stuck and hanging there!
so went to watch bbt and then make me less stress (:

i have many many presentations!!!! )):
im going to faint!! anyone wants to help me?!
you can do it by calling me!!! hahah!!!

bestie is asking me for songs and she said this:

1) bestie: fer do you have yang cong?
me: how many you want, i go market help you buy.

hahahah! im not trying to be lame, but yeaaa i was too stress!!

2) "fer do you have wangleehong's sons"

WHHAHAHHA!!!! she forgot the "G"!!! super funny!!!
oh my!!! thats the funniest thing today!!
she is not used to using notebook keyboards yet. thats why.
i hope the wangleehong fan's READ PROPERLY!!!
wahahahh just kidding!!! DONT TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY!

ohh!!! i found monkey and xiaole's blog!!! hahah!! MONKEYYY!!!!
so long never see him!!! xiaole is going to be on next week!!
and im meeting bestie next next week!!!
these 3 things have lifted me up!!!
YAYNESS!!!

okay i better run!! and start doing my tutorials or whatever's!
wish me luck! and if anyone has 五月天的小太陽!! PLEASE MSN ME!!!!
AND BE A KIND SOUL TO SEND ME PLEASE!!! :D
HAHAH!!!


9:11 PM


Friday, May 2, 2008

i am going to tresure all the friends i have right now!
im lucky enough to have such fun and loving friends!
and im still missing my lovely strawberries!

today was exciting!
morning i walked to school alone! but i saw mel from afar at the school gate.
she kinda ignore me, ARGHH!
then walked to class with rachel.
first was POM. quite siann. but its okay.

then was accounts, we were cam-whoring again outside and inside (:
this time with GWEN! but not much lehh. nevermind! we'll take alott! more!
sand is always so funny la!!! hahah

then after accounts, went to have lunch with sand, rach and yilin.
gwen, kylie and shuying went to AMK to get cake.
cause today was andy's birthday. tmr's andrew's birthday, sunday's hana birthday. then at the end of the month is faris's birthday.
so many people!! okay la only 4. hahah!

after that something shocking happened.
i felt like an extra, and i trembled for gwen.
i shivered even after everything okay!!!
exciting exciting, i wont list the details,
cause you never know what goes around the web..
WAHAHAH!!! just kidding!

anyway, after that, went library to do research,
suppose to meet carmen,
but i cant, project more important, so never meet.
sorry carmen!

then did till 5 plus. then went off with shuying, kylie and their friend. hahah
met mel, she return me 12 bucks (: hahah still have joyce and carmen,
hahah. its okay, i'll still wait! my bag is still with joyce!
i came back alone!! from bishan.
met my mom and dad on the train.
i always go wrong way. hahah!

i have piano tomorrow )):
i havent memorise my theory!!
picture uploads!
with gwen and sand today before accounts lecture!
sand makes me laugh!
and makes everyone else laugh!

with nyp clique today! kylie looks happy!

but sand, hahah!



8:07 PM


Thursday, May 1, 2008

stayed home to study the whole day..
but while studying, watched CJ7, charlie 2 and how she move.
hahah so fun, watched so many movies!
tomorrow there's accounts management and econs.
i actually told the rest i'll wear boots tomorrow,
but i'll check if there is a need to bring notebook or not,
cause notebook is an extra thing to carry ):


web tech project is giving me a headache!
there's so much to do. i might stay awhile to discuss with zhengxin.
so i guess need to bring notebook. maybe i try to bring lesser books! yep! i'll do that!
photocopy out the lectures and tutorial! (:
and i cant wait to look for people to cam-whore with! haha!!
i know kylie and rachel doesnt really enjoy it. but i'll try to get them to ((:


my psp has audition again! and bleach 4!
haha! im ultra happy,
but my mom forbids me to play, she says im too noisy.
keep playing and playing..


i feel that there is a need to make time for my new friends and old ones.
no matter how a loner i dont want to be.
i feel that coming back from nyp alone is small fry, as long as i have my headset, mp4 or psp!
other than that, who cares.
so maybe i should just get my time planned!!!


9:18 PM