Yeah Exactly? Where have I been?
So why did I decide to comeback here?
Felt like it would be nice to bloggg. Oh weelllls~
Its been a while since I blogged. #failedblogger
Here I am really worrying about something that I want to look forward too.
#socontradictingiknow
But it just happens this way.
I just saw my last post and it was when I was in the second month of my full time job!
What am I doing now?
I'm still in the same job, same position, same.. What else isnt the same?
Everything else its the same!
Skip the job thinking, its so demoralizing.
Time flew by way too fast..
Just a thought. #itsthe18ofanothermonth
Such coincidences, with this number Eighteen.
I have nothing to blog about just typing whatever that comes to my mind.
My next post shall be on the Eighteenth next month.
But so happen.. I will be in Jeju!!
Countdown twentyeightdays
Travelling with my twin and also the companion.
You would never think that I had such thoughts but I am actually worried about this trip
HAHAH I can get over it. I am sure.
I look forward to it more than worrying, cause I get to really travel out of my comfort zone.
Some place I am really unfamiliar with.
To me I call it the #healingtravel
cause I really need it to clear my mind that has been filled with anxiety.
I actually tend to get anxiety attacks when my hormones change.
When it hits me, I cant sleep, and keep thinking at anything I look at.
My way to get over it is watching variety shows.
If the variety show is not funny enough I will just think more..
So I really hope that it would stop if I absorbed more nature.
Lets focus and look forward to this!
Let me post this first and I will reflect on my year so farr, maybe the next time.
It has passed the Halfway mark, and already into the 3rd quarter.
Everything has been good. Except the fact that I have met different people
and the fact that the people around me have changed. Including me.
Though I really am not used to some of it.
But I TRY my best to accept everything.
Good Night. 잘자용.
